angry and hurt things Question

Hi, what you are describing to us are ramifications of your schitzophrenia, everyone is affected by this disease alittle differently, and what they see and do have a lot to do with their surroundings and environment. Talking to your therapist is the best thing you can do as he can help you sort out these issues and hopefully get to the bottom of you particular dilema. Being ashamed of your disease is like me being ashamed of my curly hair...I did not do anything to get my curls and you did nothing to get your disease it is how we deal with our illnesses that matters and talking to your therapist is your best route along with taking all of your medications Please call him today for an appointment...he will get it! ((HUGS))

dear k9trnr, well, i don't know all that much except to echo Rascal and say go to the therapist or your trainer who has been so helpful about your "visions" before. although you are not to be held responsible for the skitsophrenia you are responsible for dealing with it and you must do all you can as you are to cope and deal with it and i admire your efforts. i only know from my son the extent of one's suffering and pain and feeling of helplessness. my son is on heavy duty meds and they make him feel dizzy but he has to take them to quell the voices and visions. i would ask you about your meds. have you had a med check and where are you at with that. knowing you you are doing all you can. i suffer from mental illness also and i used to feel ashamed and rarely mention it when i am talking about my infirmities. i know my son was ill as a child and so was i as you say you were. how are we responsible for this? and where is the shame in it? the only shame is in not caring for ourselves properly. so i feel this shame is not appropriate and maybe either a part of your illness and the voices or from another area of your being and doesn't belong there. you are doing all you can and that is all you can do. i know you to be in the struggle and not giving up and this is all that is asked of us. as for me i believe the same. it is hard to stay in the fight. but you are an amazing person and doing an amazingly wonderful job surviving and managing your symptoms and writing them down here is a good thing to do. maybe that will be part of a healing process. i hope so. all my prayers for healing and wellness for you dear one.

Stanisz good post I second that! Please be honest with your therapist tonight!

dont need to be honest my therapist can read my mind, knows exactly what is happening in my mind or going on.